To say that I have been in a slump is a serious understatement. I have many excuses....its the holidays, money, keeping my kids in so they don't get sick, my hair is too short(laugh if you must but this is a real affliction, if you only knew what my hair looked like in the morning-Awesome!) Well that is the list and i'm sure there is more.
What I have been lacking is motivation. I need help. I have been the motivator for Ryan and myself and quite frankly it is exhausting because he has his whole set of excuses.
I feel like a ticking time bomb. I have never lost this much weight and part of me is thinking "how long until she gains it all back". I don't want to think like that. I want to move forward. But there is fear looming. Can this be a lifelong thing?
I know I just need to get off my duff and do it!! I am scared in fact terrified about getting on the band wagon again. I can do it!! I can do it!! Do you have anything that has helped you keep going? I need some motivation.
